lydibug's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Scoop Okay. I'm working. I'm going to school. And I'm sick to my stomach 99% of the time with NO ENERGY whatsoever. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow. A consultation. I have not been going out. I stay inside and watch Sex and the City and eat because thats the only thing that keeps me from vomiting. Oddly enough. Nobody knows except for my mother, and now you. So consider yourself trusted. I have put on weight. I have to drop my class. I will not get my degree this quarter. I feel like shit. Guilty and awful and stupid and trashy and like a fucking statistic. I'm not a stupid girl. I was careful. Sometimes, SHIT STILL HAPPENS. I guess its just one of life's lessons I'm learning the hard way. I'm sure you're getting the picture... 10:10 pm - Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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